So I’ve been going through so much change and renewal lately! I am so happy to share from my journey with God and encourage yours! I’ve been experiencing a depth of intimacy with God that I’ve never had before. An intimacy that I could not reach before or found hard to keep. There has been so much strive in my christian walk with God not knowing how to grow deeper intimacy with Him. For some reason intimacy with God always seemed to be hard to attain. There were times when I would experience so much of Gods love. Intimacy seemed to be very close to me. Then there were times when it seemed like intimacy had left me. That’s when I didn’t know how to stay and abide in that intimacy. It’s almost kinda like the book Song of Songs when the bride is looking for her lover, because somehow he has left her!

A greater level of intimacy

Anyways, the subject “from head to heart” has come back to me over and over again. And that has brought me into such a deeper place of intimacy with God! I cannot describe in words the depth of intimacy with God that I have discovered last couple of months. I’m going through so much change and renewal. I guess you could call it a “metamorphosis.” A few days ago while praying, the Holy Spirit showed me a picture of all these blue butterflies flying. And I think it represented the beauty and wonder that God is doing within me with so much renewal, change and life. My mind is being renewed with acceleration! And it all comes to this…

I’m learning to walk with God in unbroken fellowship and intimacy.




The journey for more intimacy

Christ dwells by faith in our hearts. The depth of understanding this has been expanding a lot within me. He really lives within my heart and not my head.
Most of us have been living from our head wondering where God is and even if there still is a God! And if there is a God, He must be there somewhere above in heaven. Well let me tell you something! Heaven is accessible, because Jesus tore the veil that we might enter in whenever we want by His blood and through the Holy Spirit.

There are many different places in heaven. There are also many different thrones in heaven that the Father functions from. I’ve listened to a lot of teachings from Ian Clayton, Justin Abraham and many other amazing teachers that talk about going into heaven and living a supernatural life. It has blessed me so much! There was even a time when I would press in for the heavenly realms. Things would start open up over my life, but there was a problem. I was searching for intimacy in the wrong place.

The places I would visit were often the throne of grace and the heavenly courtroom. I loved it and I learned so much. There is so much to learn for us there. Yet, even though I would go into heaven and these places I was still aware that somehow I lacked intimacy with Papa. Even though I would go many times to the throne of grace and talk with Papa there I was looking for intimacy in the wrong place.

One day, when I went to the throne of grace Papa asked me a very important question. He said….

Are you willing to let go of all these teachings in order to get to know me more?

This was one year ago when Papa asked me this. And when He asked me to let go of the teachings I was actively pursuing at that time I started receiving more understanding and revelation about certain things.

I began to understand that each throne in heaven has a different function. The function of the throne of grace for example is to receive grace and mercy in the time of our need. And the function of the throne of justice in the courts is to receive judgment and justice for the case you present there. Yet, none of these thrones have the function of intimacy. I realised that when I was looking for more intimacy I often went to the throne of grace even though it wasn’t the right place.

So God started taking me on a journey of where to find intimacy with Him and grow a deeper relationship with Him. He showed me that true intimacy with Him is found right here in my heart. I don’t have to go to heaven for more intimacy with Him. I don’t have to go to my bedroom to pray there to have more intimacy with Him. And I don’t even have to go to any other physical place to have more intimacy with God. I have found the place to have intimacy with Him and it is right here within my heart.

The place to find intimacy with God is in your heart.

So since last year I began practising going down from my head to my heart and spend time with Papa there. I realised that being busy with getting more (bible) knowledge and listening to all these teachings actually kept me prisoned in my head if I did not choose to let go. The mind is all about knowledge, formulas, facts, right and wrong and trying to figure things out.

There is no life in our head or mind. Life is found in the heart. Out of the heart flow the issues of life. God has put eternity in our hearts. As a man thinks in his heart, so he is. And the heart is all about intimacy, relationship, feeling, experience and love.

Intimacy only grows in a heart-to-heart connection, not in a mind-to-heart connection or a mind-to-mind connection.

Many times I have approached God with my mind and could not connect with His heart. Yet, sometimes it was easy, but sometimes not. Now that I first go from my head to my heart before connecting with Him I am able to have more intimacy and relationship with Him. The mind doesn’t experience things, but the heart does. So in order to experience God I have to learn to live from my heart, because that’s where He dwells within me.

It’s incredible what begins to be unlocked in your walk with God as you start to live more and more from your heart! So many blessings and goodness! I haven’t even talked about walking with God in the garden of your heart, the crazy journey of going into the depths of Christ within us and the acceleration in the renewing of our mind that I am all experiencing at the moment.

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To be continued…